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♥ She wishes for
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1) Have a baby of my own

~~2) Go Egypt / Turkey / US / Japan in year 2009!!!~~

~~3) Buy a car~~

~~4) Promotion again - sort of come true~~

~~5) Buy a doggy~~

6) Someone send me flowers again... ^_^

~~7) Buy a gadget - laptop or mobile again! ^_^~~

8) Buy a EC / condo or move/renovate house

One Million & One wants !
Drop a coin , gain your wish .

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♥ My History,
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Star for a day!!! On leave for 4 days... become the beginning of my ... Moody??? Depression??? Moodswing??? Stupid idiot F**king Job!!! Restaurant City ^_^ Anxiety or Yuan Yang? Bintan Trip (3rd or 4th trip) ^_^ Bintan! Here I come again... ^_^ Depression still???!!! Post Puppy Blue

♥ Archives,
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♥ Notes,
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♥ Credits
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Jamie.
Codings(:
Remove credits , & be dead ^_^

Star for a day!!!
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My first time happened today... first time in what? Don't think too much... first time on a live camera, first time "acting"!!! Wow!!! Sure is an experience for me that I won't forget!!! Why do I have to be on camera? Coz I mentoring a senior management staff, the job scope I'm having and there's a competition going on to see which senior is the best. This will be posted online and everyone in my company will be able to see and vote it!!! Will I be nervous? Of course lah!!! I have to give comments during shooting also lor!!! OMG!!!

It's so difficult to talk in front of the camera esp. if you know so many people are watching... it's so scary... I kept having retakes!!! Best of all, no scripts!!! All is impromptu!!!! WAHHHH!!! Almost fainted when they tell me to think of what to say on the spot!!! How can I think right now? Now I can't even remember what I've said!!! hahahaaa... think I said something that shouldn't be said... OMG! How??!!!!

But now that it's all over, it's actually quite fun as there's really camera rolling, soundman, camera-man, director, etc.... just like last time when I wanted to study "film, sound and video", so interesting... just hate the part that I have to retake and say all over my own scripts when I said anything wrong, or when there's a cut... hahahaa... I keep thinking that I only need to start from the part that I was wrong and they'll be able to cut and join back the correct script... hahahaaa... best of all, as there's no scripts right? I can't remember what I just said as I was too nervous and what I wanted to say, is all being forgotten!!! Wahhahahaa!!!! Anyway, all the best to me, hope nothing bad is being shown online... hope I'm pretty enough... hahahaha... All the best and good luck to me!!! I'm a STAR!!! ^_^

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

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On leave for 4 days... become the beginning of my Qby De Bakery
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This is the creation of my latest "cookery class" - Jojo Cookery Class! Chocolate Fudge Cookie. But I think it's because of this that I fell sick till now... and it has been 4 days liao and I still have not recovered. I hate to fall sick lah!!!

My first muffin!!! And it's really not that difficult to do lor. Although not as soft as those selling outside, but I'll reinvent myself and try to make it as nice as outside. But for a first timer, I'm really really proud of myself!!! Chocolate Chip Muffin!!!

Saturday, August 01, 2009

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Moody??? Depression??? Moodswing???
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So long... so long, never had this feeling... until recently with so many things happening around me... already trying my very best not to think too much... have really improved... thought I have gotten over everything and really put it aside... find it real hard... think it has already grew roots in my heart... it will always grow back even when you cut away the leaves and everything...

I always thought I really really don't mind not having a baby of my own anymore.. but I guess I only trying to escape the problem... and not really face the reality... always when relatives and close friends are preggie, will make my "plant" grow up a bit... until it's too big... then my heart will be so pain and I always will have a emotion breakdown... like right now... crying so hard that I can't stop... tomolo will surely have puffy eyes again... sianz...

how do I stop all these? hate it ... HATE IT SO MUCH!!! :(

Friday, July 03, 2009

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Stupid idiot F**king Job!!!
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Had a bad day today... shitty... angry... frustrated... sad... envious... give-up... why can't there be a dream job that pays well?... already says it's a dream job... that's why only happen in the dreams lor... but really can't help it but wish for that... appraisal coming, I heard... all the pretend and acting will have to come out again... am I really that bad a worker? must we really force ourselves to work so hard just to survive for the rest of the years?... sometimes I really wonder... I know I really shouldn't think so much... afterall it's just a job... why make myself so miserable? I should MAKE others miserable instead!!! That's what my darling hubby says... maybe I really should do that... although that will be against my will... I'm just not such person... rather myself being miserable and angry... but I really a bit guilty for losing my temper today... at a new girl too... so immature of me... sianz lor... why does a job make me so miserable and not well-like by others? :(

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

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Restaurant City ^_^
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So long never written in my blog liao... as recently my hubby's lappy's charger has been bitten by my pup, Qby, we have to share my lappy and I can only surf "Important" webby that I can't leave without... that's why I never blog... but never mind... just another 2 weeks... my hubby will get a new lappy from the IT show... yeh yeh... plus maybe a LCD ... and maybe a home entertainment system... plus... I also dunno...hahahaaa...

Anyway, my "Important" webby is this game at Facebook!!! It's so addictive!!! Hahahaaa... and it takes so long to level up!!! I'm only at level 15 and all my friends already at level 20 plus!!! EeeeEEEEE!!!! Hate them!!!! No worry!!! I'll work harder!!! Hahahahaaa... Come and join me at the game lah!!! It's really fun!!! Heheheeeee

Saturday, May 30, 2009

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Anxiety or Yuan Yang?
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Ai yo!!! I'm indeed a lousy and idiot person!!! Such such a loser!!! i'm having my doubts today again... feel like giving up my girl, Qby!!! Why am I always like this? Really don't understand myself at all!!! Why am I such a person? Such a shitty person!!! Such a fickle-minded human being!!! So easily give up!!! Even though there's no problem yet still wanna give up!!! What's really wrong with me? Will I just give up my life, too, when I encounter problems? Why can't I be more brave? Am I too pampered already? By all my surrounding people? But I'm so scared of being alone... being in charge of something all by myself... without anyone to help me... I'm such a dependant person... so bad... so lousy... so disgusting me... :(

Or am I just having my PMS? or becoz of just now's tea plus coffee (Yuan Yang) that make me all jumble up inside... is it just some indisgestion? that makes my heart beat so fast and feel like vomiting? The human body is so unpredictable... so mysterious... so scary too...

Will I really give up one day just like that? Giving up is so easy... everything also don't need to care... should I just give up like that? Everyone will really call me a conward... I really don't care... especially now... with my feelings so mixed up... just can't think anymore... head very pain... stomach very pain... eyes closing... maybe a good night sleep is all I need...

Saturday, May 02, 2009

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Bintan Trip (3rd or 4th trip) ^_^
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I can't wait to for the trip to start!!! Luckily only 15 days to go!!! Yeh yeh yeh!!! Although I've been there so many times, and when I tell my colleagues that I'm going there, they were like, is that an overseas trip? More like a trip to Sentosa... but this is the first time I'm going there more than a weekend lor!!! hHAhahaaaa... coz normally we go there is for the weekend as it's normally company's trip.... and this time the companions are also different lor... it's my long time best friends since sec 1 lor... counting back... it's like 17 years liao lor... and we've known each other so long yet this is the first time we going for a trip together lor.. funny right? My colleagues actually say that, too... hahahaaa... I also quite puzzled why we waited so long then we go for a trip together... hahahaha... but this never come to our mind for the past 17 years lor... hahahahaaa... so I really can't wait for it... and see... the room so nice and it's sea-facing lor!!! Heheheeeee

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

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